trying to find my own inner BLISS.

“When you try to seek the Knowledge you have to become the Knowledge. The light of Love is so sweet, so beautiful, so enamoring, so abounding. You can feel that Light within you which is of pure love, pure relationship and pure understanding.”

Lately I have been thinking about Sahaja Yoga Meditation. . . I am curious, and at the same time afraid. I do not know nor do I understand this fear that which is inside of me, but I do know I want to give it a shot. It seems my life is always on the cusp of something, and out of no-where the other day, even though my life is a bit tattered right now, I had a moment. A moment that can only be translated in words of complete and utter INTERNAL love. I felt it in the pit of my stomach, and it rose to my heart, then to my face and accumulating on top of my head. I couldn’t stop smiling. My pain and depression seemed to melt away for an entire hour. This moment, I think, was just a taste of what I can reach. And I believe Sahaja Yoga Meditation can get me to that spot again, and KEEP me there.

I can only hope. But what I do know is how I am feeling as I finish this post. My fear has dissipated. I feel a warmth rising inside of me. Cold chills cool myred and sunburned skin. . . . .

This. . . is what I AM. This is what I must do. . . This is what I must LIVE.